this year I lose my mind

by 2 Mello

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1.
All alone, I’m All alone, in here All alone, I’m All alone, in here All alone, I’m All alone, in here All alone, I’m All alone, in here I wanna know what makes you special, get loose Flow to the instrumental, like juice Go for the things you fraid you might lose Nobody wanna be alone So break All of the optional paths you might take Swallow the weight of the past and let it ache Follow the sound of my laugh and just wake Nobody wanna make mistakes So move This the glue we don't remove So smooth, let a moment pass to the groove We choose, between can and can't do Everybody wanna be substantial So build Whatever you have, established and chill I'm with you when you grab at passion and skill Though you say you won't, you have, can and will C’mon I don't wanna be alone All alone, I’m All alone, in here All alone, I’m All alone, in here All alone, I’m All alone, in here All alone, I’m All alone, in here I'm going outside of my mind My hands stretch like voyagers, escape calamity Keeping an eye on my time No aspect is enjoyable, escape velocity Consider the angles and all strangers An outcast to my last breath Gusted, disgusted Conducted the perfect little hollow life To keep it light and sleep at night Easy right? I'm all alone in my I make a play To keep it smooth And pass the days All alone, I’m All alone, in here All alone, I’m All alone, in here All alone, I’m All alone, in here (this the glue we don’t remove, so smooth) All alone, I’m All alone, in here (Let a moment pass to the groove, we choose) All alone, I’m All alone, in here All alone, I’m All alone, in here All alone, I’m All alone, in here (I’m all alone, hah) All alone, I’m All alone, in here (I’m all alone, hah) All alone, I’m All alone, in here (I’m all alone, hah) All alone, I’m All alone, in here (I’m all alone) All alone, I’m (woo) All alone, in here (haha) All alone, I’m (woo) All alone, in here
2.
cmon 02:55
3.
dream smooth 04:01
Don’t go away Lemme feel your dream smooth Ooh Don’t go away Lemme, dream smooth Ooh Dream smooth Ooh Don’t go away Lemme feel your dream smooth Ooh Dream smooth Ooh Dream smooth Ooh
4.
magic loop 03:48
Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop Magic loop
5.
cold rock it 04:20
Mm mm, you and I can cold rock it Ooh ooh, put your hand in my pocket Oh oh, to the brand new tempo Don't stop, hit the beat and cold rock, cold rock Mm mm, you and I can cold rock it Ooh ooh, put your hand in my pocket Oh oh, to the brand new tempo Don't stop, hit the beat and cold rock Cold rock, cold rock, you don’t stop Cold rock, cold rock, you don’t stop Cold rock, cold rock, you don’t stop Cold rock, cold rock, you don’t stop Cold rock, cold rock, you don’t stop Cold rock, cold rock, you don’t stop Cold rock, cold rock, you don’t stop Cold rock, cold rock, you don’t stop
6.
t.m.o. 05:38
Turn me on Wake me up Try me out Let me down Turn me on Wake me up Try me out Let me down, aw Turn me on (like) Wake me up (love to) Try me out (wanna) Let me down (oh) Turn me on (like) Wake me up (love to) Try me out (wanna) Let me down, aw (ow) Turn me on (like) Wake me up (love to) Try me out (wanna) Let me down (oh) Turn me on (like) Wake me up (love to) Try me out (wanna) Let me down, aw (ow) Try me, try me, try me out, uh Try me, try me, try me out, uh Try me, try me, try me out, uh Try me, try me, try me out, uh The way they try to buy me out They don't know shit And why nobody finds you out You got no emotion Smiling, laughing, singing loud It's all cloakin Don't make me fuckin bring you out Yeah I know the code, it’s fuckin Turn me on (like) Wake me up (love to) Try me out (wanna) Let me down (oh) Turn me on (like) Wake me up (love to) Try me out (wanna) Let me down, aw (ow) Turn me on (like) Wake me up (love to) Try me out (wanna) Let me down (oh) Turn me on (like) Wake me up (love to) Try me out (wanna) Let me down, aw (ow) Turn me on (like) Wake me up (love to) Try me out (wanna) Let me down (oh) Turn me on (like) Wake me up (love to) Try me out (wanna) Let me down, aw (ow) Darlin, don't even pay it no mind You can't buy me, can't buy me At least you got to try it out Darlin, don't even pay it no mind You can't buy me, can't buy me At least you got to try it out My music is free, to rock y'all My time, that's for me, above all I give graciously, but not enough They see a commodity, not for love They want a connection, not a beat They find their collection, incomplete They pump my passion, openly They want my laughs and my glee They'll do the same to, you or me They’ll try to name you, family They’ll fame you and blame you, accordingly Get close to you and claim you, reportedly They'll pen you a pleasing, profile Got all wheel greasing, no style It's cash for closeness, false friends You object or reject, oh, it all ends (Did they see you) when you were working late (Did they see you) when you had a empty plate (Did they see you) when no one hit your phone (Did they see you) when you felt fully alone (Do they know) the things you had to do (Do they know) what music means to you (Do they know) the quiet time you need (Do they know) anything but the greed (Do they see your) own discoveries (Do they see your) soul’s recovery (Do they see your) unique rhythm and tone (Do they see you) or are you a face they own (Do they care for you) or your projects (Do they care for you) as an object (Do they care for you) like the beat do (Do they care for you) music people Darlin, don't even pay it no mind You can't buy me, can't buy me At least you got to try it out (at least you got to try it, right?) Darlin, don't even pay it no mind You can't buy me, can't buy me At least you got to try it out Hey, I don't exist to make shit for ya Clips for ya, hits for ya, flix for ya (No way, no way, no way, no way) No no no no I didn't learn to make you earn more And turn more of us to some dust for a profit baby, stop it (No way, no way, no way, no way) Hey, I don't exist to make shit for ya Clips for ya, hits for ya, flix for ya (No way, no way, no way, no way) No no no no I didn't learn to make you earn more And turn more of us to some dust for a profit baby, stop it (No way, no way, no way, no way)
7.
pastel lands 05:01

about

"this year i lose my mind" is a collection of songs made to fight against the worries that keep me from expressing myself. My worries about my technical skill, about my voice, about my style, about my authenticity, about not being able to make a living in music in 2022 unless I connect myself to existing franchises and beloved inspirations. I am tired of letting these worries keep me from acting, and for those who pick this album up, I'd like to be myself. To "lose my mind" is to pluck the worry out of my brain and put it on the shelf while I create, to make what I really want without restriction and fear. I enjoyed it, and I hope you will too. Maybe you'll even decide to lose your mind as well. Thanks for the support.

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released August 9, 2022

Album art by Sajan Rai - sajanrai.co.uk
Logo by Ethan Redd - virtuoso.world
Vocals (1, 3-6) by 2 Mello
Production and mixing by 2 Mello
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